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I’m thinking about putting this blog on Hiatus. It’s not because my muse is gone, don’t be afraid in case you’re afraid, for my dearest Earl is still around me. And neither it’s because I have hard times in my life, even if it’s pretty true. The reason is — I can’t help myself, but feel like an outcast. You know, I’ve been here for a long time, yet my muse hasn’t established any real friendships, except for just one, I guess. 

I see how some roleplay blogs continue to follow me, yet to no result. I don’t know what it’s for. For simply having a resource with nice pictures? That would be pretty fair, cause for quite a long time I haven’t been doing anything else than posting a bunch of lovely inspirational things that my Ciel had pointed me at. But still… I feel myself alone. May be that’s only my fault or may be it’s just another feeling that will soon simply disappear — I don’t know. I just see this all doesn’t lead me anywhere. I’m just a pretty picture to stare at, am I not? 

It wasn’t always like this. And I’m feeling rather sad. I’m trying a new muse and I believe I’m doing pretty well. May be the thing is that I am just excess and people need muses that are more rare to meet on Tumblr? Sad, but true I guess. People never were too honest to admit that. I think it doesn’t matter how many times people will tell me that I’m good. I know I am good enough to try at the very least. But is it all even worth a try? Right now, I think it’s not. 

  1. sacramxntal posted this

I had to go through hell to prove I'm not insane

❝ I'm bigger than my body
I'm colder than this home
I'm meaner than my demons
I'm bigger than these bones ❞

Had to meet the devil just to know his name

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